Friday, December 23, 2005
hmm. this is going to be a very short post.
1.20am now. i'll be going to RI with my brother tomorrow morning to report to his new sec school. well, actually i'll be there to check out if the books he need for sec one are necessary for him to buy again cos he might use mine! (:
sighh i was searching on the movie perhaps love and stuff. was trying to find the song “外面的世界” from the movie, the one zhou xun always sing. i think the movie is really sad. ahh the acting from zhou xun, takeshi kaneshiro, jacky cheung was great and that made the story extremely real and sad. i didnt thought much of the movie actually but it's the aftermath that made me think and think and get sadder and sadder..
conclusion made from perhaps love: love tortures, relationships are complex huhh.
here's a summary of the entire story from newsweek (the 1st and only issue i've finally touched in the hols cos of Jin Chengwu of the cover!) :
"In 'Perhaps Love', Kaneshiro draws on his beginnings as a pop-music idol to play Lin Jiandong, an actor tortured by love. Lin finds himself in contemporary Shanghai working on a glamorous picture with the woman who left him a decade earlier to pursue stardom. The actress, played by China's brilliant Zhou Xun, is sleeping with the director (Jacky Cheung). The tale of passion unfolds through song-and-dance numbers that range from high drama to sheer opulence."
hmm i love their songs and dance. (: takeshi kaneshiro is charismatic! :D here's the lyrics for “外面的世界”.
在很久很久以前
你拥有我 我拥有你
在很久很久以前
你离开我 去远空翱翔
外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很精彩(无奈)
我会在这里衷心的祝福你(我还在这里耐心的等着你)
每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期
okay bye. gd nites (: swt dreams. im off to sleep.
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1:19 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
oh yahh! when in school today to do the ppt about our wuxi trip, i finally got to see the photo we took with the class we were attached to in daqiao! here is the photo! ((:
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12:37 AM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
boo! okay i'm in school now slacking. actually should be here to meet the wuxi trip friends and mr tan to discuss for our website and stuff regarding the trip, but there's only 4 of us here and mr tan just arrived cos he was lazy! X) and you know what he did? he was supposed to bring along the cds with our photos in there for us but he brought a stack of empty cd instead.
hmm. he's going back home to get them again. ._.'"
ehh went camping at east coast park overnight on friday night! after going to plaza sing to buy our tents, barbecue things and some food with my mum and aunt, we brought my brother and cousins to east coast park. we pitched our tents and laid everything out neatly on the grass just beside the sea. it was slightly wet cos i think it rained earlier. hmm was reminded of obs and i recalled the times spent with my grp and instructor...
[this is continued at home..ahh it was so that the spot we picked right, planes flying towards changi airport fly over our heads every 2 minutes! we were right there in their route and the planes look sooo big from our spot cos they were landing. (: nice. but soon after we laid our things, a strong wind came and some plastic bags and my frisbee were blown down the cliff into the sea. it was then when i started to get scared that my little cousin will drop into the sea accidentally cos we were very near the cliff and the wind was really big. ): he too was afraid.
but anyway, we ate some cup noodles, fruits, cakes, etc. we even started barbecueing marshmallows when the fire finally got smaller. =S my uncle then suggested to bring me around to spot for couples uh-huhing around. erhh but we didnt do that eventually la. then strolled ard and went back to the car to bring more mats for us to sleep in the open. i picked a really large mat so that i can roll about when i sleep but it started to get cold in the night and so i sneaked into one of the tents to sleep in the end.
hahaa. my brother gave up sleeping in the open and went home with my dad and junwei at ard 1am? cos he was very tired from his chalet gathering the previous night. slept for quite a while before it was 5am and i was the only one awake. so i sat at the sea to take a look at the stars! hmm thought of the constellations and stories my instructor told me during obs but cldnt rmb any already! there were lotss of stars in the night and i saw that my hp network actually became indonesia's one i think. hahh. i counted around 40+ stars then saw some guys fishing on the protruding land into the sea.
upon hearing some bells ringing, i cld see them rushing towards their rods to see their catch. hm these guys love fishing so much that they can actually sacrifice their weekend sleep to fish throughout the night? wahh. everyone was then awake before i realized it and they started packing up while i was trying to watch out for the sunrise. din manage to see the sunrise but cld see the sky brightening. perhaps i was just at the wrong angle. hm so we left to have breakfast at ard 7 before returning to my aunt's house to take a rest and bathe. :D
felt that it was quite a nice and rare experience. interesting thing to do, pitching tents and sleeping over at east coast, boiling water for cup noodles and barbecueing marshmallows, watching stars and hearing planes whooshing past our heads. maybe organising a gathering like that is not bad ((: hah.
okay it's late now. going to sleep le! gd nites (:
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10:10 AM
Monday, December 05, 2005
hmm did i tell you people that i pierced my ears a week plus ago? yay. i have earholes now and they seem to be recovering. i tried to change my earrings the day before and i cant manage to plug out the back of my earrings to take it out of my earhole. lol was so scared that my ear will drop off cos it hurt when i pulled. arghh.
but then my aunt told me to let it stay for a month or so before changing so that the wound will heal more fully and the hole will stay. lol. okay must ren before trying on the nice new earrings (: siying told me she bought earrings for me in china! yayy. thankyou! (: i bought clip-ons for honey jellybeans and siying when i was in china too. hehe.
i was soo afraid to pierce the holes all along. then that day when bea, yueling and i went to ps to watch harry potter, they managed to made me pluck up the courage to bear with the pain and pierce the holes. whee. it was pain la but it's okay after a while. (: i've got used to my earholes now anyway.
now im like so excited whenever i see earrings. love to walk ard the stalls and shops selling such accessories to find nice earrings! (:
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12:38 PM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
hellO! i'm back FINALLY.
i haven't blog for a long long time and didnt know where to start. so, i didn't start blogging again. no one's reading my blog now i guess. well, shall just write and recall and reflect. if not i'll definitely forget everything that happened this year which is rather eventful and worth remembering.
sighh although i've been lamenting over my sec 3 life. my exams. my SIAs. my schoolwork. it has all been my fault. i brought them upon myself. although i had my own expectations of myself, i didn't work hard, leaving things to the last minute has already become a practice for me. that's bad. i know it and i am trying to change it.
-dont think i will succeed though..it has already been into holidays for one month or so. i have wasted many weeks away. havent been doing much ever since i had been back from china on 7 nov. if it werent for my family's malaysia trip and choir camp, my life in sg is sooo boring and useless as compared to my friends who are in china for a month more than me. they're coming back next monday! hmm feeling glad to be able to see them soon after a month without them.
china wuxi trip (:for the china trip, i went to wuxi with 7 other bsp students and derek tan. the 2 weeks spent with them was really unforgettable. when we met the friends who went shanghai on our flight back, i was really appreciative of the size of my group. including mr tan, the 9 of us did make a really small group and that is what that made our fun and lessons learnt more memorable and close to our hearts. during meetings and debriefs, each and every one of us will be approached for comments, thoughts, reflections. no one will be left out and that's what i like about this. in fact, i really do enjoy those meetings and debriefs in which everyone in the group have a say in what we do and have the right to speak up and make decisions together.
ahhh and i like mr derek tan as our accompanying teacher. i'm really proud to have him with us on this trip. he played a crucial role in this attachment, caring for us, protecting us, bringing laughter to us and providing questions that allows us to reflect deeper and in turn, learn more than what's given on the surface. we chatted almost every night i guess and we get to know alot about everyone including him. he's quite a role model to me. his attitude towards everything, social skills and how he think and reflect. perhaps it's just that i haven't felt as close to any teacher in nanyang before. well whatsoever, i just think he rocks. (: shall thank him here for his effort in caring for us. thankyou.
will talk more about the trip and about choir camp in the nxt entry... (:
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11:51 PM
